I Have Begun

OK, I have my IV and am just waiting for the pharmacy to finish mixing my drugs. To think, silly me figured they just grabbed a bag out of the storage closet! I learn something new everyday! Today has been a really positive experience and I'm really feeling great about everything. I'm still amazed by jet how positive and uplifting this entire experience is - It still sort of blows me away, but that's cool! I've sent Bharata to Barnes and Noble for a henna kit! I thnk he's going to shave my head tonight, which as weird as this sounds, is kind of exciting! Is that weird or what? Not that I really care, it's an incredibly freeing feeling to let go of all these attachments that used to run my life. I'm hoping this kit has stencils or something even the 2 of us can handle easily, we'll see. Just keep an eye on my blog or facebook, there will be pictures!!!

I've almost finished my Christmas boxes to be sent to Haiti. I just have to pick up a few more little things and write each child a note. I also bought 2 Hallmark recordable books to send to my 2 Christian Childrens Fund kids for Christmas. That way as I read the story, they hear it in my voice! Very cool idea!

Well, wish I could write more, but the premeds have Benedryal in it and that's beginning to make me drousie!!!! Will try to post again later this afternoon. The main thing is, don't get upset and worry about me. I'm exactly where I need to be, doing what I need to be doing at this point in time! Life is Good, as they say - although, I would say Life is Great!!!! So have a fantastic day and know I'm doing the same! It's hard to believe getting chemo could be such fun! That really does sound a bit wacko, doesn't it??? Oh well, worrying about what other peopl think is getting to be an enormous energy drain, one that I'm over! I've wasted enough of my time and energy on this for way too long! So I'm done with it, time to move on to more worthwhile pursuits - this is such a great feeling! Well, gotta go before I fall asleep! Hang in there and please keep those prayers coming.